I'm baring it all. It's been a whirlwind seven days since I launched the podcast, and honestly, the emotional rollercoaster caught me by surprise. Read on, as I share my candid reflections on fear, insecurity, and feeling completely out of sorts amid my professional career in video.
Let's rewind to where it started: a quiet January drive home after dropping my daughter off at the University of Cardiff.
I dictated a stream of ideas into my phone, and suddenly, the spark of a podcast was became something possible. With a solid idea, I delved into creating a website, learning the ropes of podcasting, and stepping out of my comfort zone, experiencing small wins and the thrill of something new evolving.
Fast forward to the eve of my 55th birthday – the podcast goes live. Accomplishment, right? Well, initial feedback from friends and family was uplifting, but the next day brought a sinking realisation: it's nothing without the crucial conversations I envisioned. Cue self-doubt as I hesitated to reach out to people who I felt could contribute to such an idea, for fear of my lack of episodes or track record.
As the internal dialogue consumed me, my day job in video became a sanity anchor, offering a welcome distraction. Creative projects highlighted the best aspects of my profession, reminding me that work can feel like play, even when dealing with the shifting schedules that come with it.
Now, let's talk about the highs and lows of the past week. I found myself hesitating to send those crucial emails to potential guests, but a timely message and a Facebook post brought unexpected support. To my surprise, people resonated with my mission to find direction and purpose in this peculiar stage of life... Yay!!
So, here's an open invitation to anyone in the 45 to 50+ age range: Are you navigating the murky waters of uncertainty, personally or professionally? Have you found renewed purpose or struggled with a persistent lack of direction? I want to hear your stories, insights, and expert perspectives. This podcast is a journey, and I invite you to come aboard as we navigate together.
The boost of support I've received has fueled my determination. Yes, I still need to send those emails, face the fear of potential rejections, but the journey continues.
Reflecting on this weird week of highs and lows, I extend my heartfelt thanks for joining me on this adventure.
If anything resonates with you or someone you know, follow along as we take these steps together.
Until next time, thank you for reading, and let's keep exploring the 2nd act of life.
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